12 thoughts on “Poetry

    • Apparently sayeth Tammi and some new guy on my blog post where is God, I am just playing a victim and blaming others. So my night is ruined. You know. My night wasalrady pretty fucking bad. It was awful. So i left and found joy in the sky. An then come home to this. I am not sure what to do about my blog. Imay shut it down

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      • No don’t do that. Don’t worry about what they say. You are not playing the victim and you most certainly not blaming others. They just don’t understand what you are doing and that you are healing from what has happened to you. They are just being judgemental and lazy because they don’t want to understand where you are coming. That’s their fucking problem. They have the right to go fuck themselves. Don’t you dare shut your blog down. If you do that they and your family and everyone who hates your blog will win. You are a fucking warrior. A survivor. You are a hero. YOU are my hero. Without your blog and your story I would have never admitted what happened to me and I wouldn’t be who I am today. You are loved, cherished, treasured and adored. I love you so much. I’m so proud of you. Don’t give up. You are not done yet. Your race is not finished. I love you. You are loved. I am here for you. Your wordpress family is here. Talk to us. Tell us what happened. Let us support you and carry you through this time. I will keep praying. You are going to be okay. You have to keep going. Your daughter and your husband need you. They love you too. Lean on them. Lean on me. Lean on your wordpress family. We love you. We believe in you and we are here for you.

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      • I don’t want you to feel pressured. I’m glad you posted your blog this morning. I was so happy to read it. I will email you to check in and see how you’re doing. Don’t feel pressured to answer them. I just want to check in on you to make sure you’re okay. I’m going to miss your blog, but I understand why you are doing and it makes me loves you even more. I’m so proud of you. Take care of yourself. That’s the most important thing.

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      • I need some time to decompress and then I may disable comments until I am feeling safer and away front he evil who is trying to infiltrate my world. Thanks for having my back and your love and caring. You are a true friend and I adore you.

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      • I think that’s a great idea. You need to feel safe. I agree with you on this. I’m glad you are doing what you need to do to feel safe. You’re welcome. That’s what friends are for. I’ve always got your back no matter what. I love you so much.

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  1. Only if it’s fake. But then it’s all fake isn’t it? haha.

    I am hoping you don’t shut down. I understand why you want to though. But I still want to say, “Don’t let ’em get the best of you.”

    You have so much to offer. You wrote on one of my posts the other night that I inspire you…well you do and have done the same for me. I did not go through the same kind of abuse as you did (and I know it’s not good to compare) but seeing how you wrote without apology, by saying it like it is and saying what it is you think and feel, helped me be able to do the same.

    I still struggle but I’m better than I used to be, even on my blog.

    Like KR above said, I don’t want you to feel pressured, because I’m sure I would want to do the same thing. So I get it. But the good people who do get it and that are here for you outnumber those who don’t and aren’t. ❤ though whatever you decide.

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    • The good people far outweigh the two assholes I have encountered in the last few days. They just hit me at a time where it pushed me over the edge a bit too far and to a scary level. I will think on this and take some advice and perhaps turn some comments off on vunerable blogs. Not sure. I also received a threatening message about telling me daughter some things that I did not put on here. So i had to sit her down and tell her things i wish she never knew but that was being held over my head. So i got hit hard and fast. Coincidently after i visited the lake where all the abuse happened and the ski team saw me out there.
      I don’t want to abandon my tribe. I neeed a little time i think to process this and put it in perspective .
      Lots oflove to you always

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      • I understand. And I understand more now about why and how those comments hit you so hard. Although even by themselves I could understand. They were harsh…to say the least.

        How awful for you to get threats like that too. It disgusts me how evil some people can be. It is not right for you to have to go through all of this after everything else you have been through.

        I want you to know I completely understand if you decide to stop writing here. I’m sorry because I did not know the whole situation. And of course none of us can know fully what’s going on in someone else’s life from a blog. So your decision is your own. I also understand the time you need as well to think about it.

        Love always to you too.

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